Sacred

On my mission, I remember so clearly a few times when something really incredible happened-- we started teaching someone who was ready and eager for the gospel of someone we were working with made powerful changes in their life. Afterwards, my companion and I were amazed and so excited. But I was surprised that we weren't at all jumping up and down excited. I felt pretty quiet and just marveled that I got to be a part of something so special. It felt sacred. 

Today was like that. Being a mom is a sacred experience, and today I really felt it. It was a good day, but nothing too crazy. I got more than 6 hours of sleep which makes a huge difference for me. Nikki was around all day, and we just talked a lot. He got the email that he is officially accepted to FSU, and he got out his FSU hat and Parley's FSU outfit to wear while I read the email aloud. It was special. I got a few things done I've been wanting to do. Mostly I just fed and snuggled Parley over and over. 



We've been watching NBA games, and there's an ad that says beauty is the opposite of ordinary. I don't agree at all. I think ordinary things are some of the most beautiful things. I am so thankful for this sacred, beautiful, ordinary day. 




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